Hello from the other side... I didn't call for any thousands or hundreds or tens or ones, so sorry.
It has been a while since I have updated, and believe me, I have forgotten how to use a computer keyboard. Yes, I really have, and I do not even feel the slightest bit of guilt about it... Or maybe I do, because deep down I am an introvert. I express better with written statements than spoken ones. Here is my new update, haha. You should see me now, hunched over the keyboard typing hahahahhaahah
One of my avid readers reached out to me last year asking me why I do not post anymore. I guess I have been busy... or maybe I just needed to take a break and a big step away from my babies. Yes, three in fact whichcare overdue for an update. It has been years, as I keep saying. The reasons behind my disappearance are numerous, but one of them was quite prominent. One of the last posts I made might have been a little stronger than usual. I guess I had just had it at that point.
In recent years, I have come to realise that there was no shame in what I said about my religion, and how everyone who meets me or is in my life acts or has acted is not entirely up to me. I have so far realised that there are things I can control, for example, how much water I can take, or how many people I can meet in my house on a given day, but when it comes to people's decisions on whether they see me as the kind of person they want to marry or not marry, I have no power over that.
Why am I even talking about marriage? Was the post about that? I guess it might have bordered on that...? I can remember asking myself why I wrote what I wrote many nights later, heck, I still ask myself why I did it, but I have no regrets. My only regret is probably believing that everyone is like me, that we think the same. My only other regret is that I might have lumped everyone up the same, and that this might have an effect on who desires me... or who doesn't desire me... but I would rather have that caution at the back of my mind, right? Kind of like how all public health specialists believe that one case of measles is an indication that there are more within the community, so we march right in and take control on outbreak umm... control...
My wandering thoughts are back again, apparently, like they never left. Hahaha
I have no regrets on how I feel. I do regret telling Miley and Leigh Anne that they both needed to be... more... decent... but at this point I realise I had pick-me tendencies, and I can apologise to myself, them and all the other girls for these. With age, I have come to crave peace and want little or no drama. I do not even check Twitter as much anymore unless I want news updates STAT. If I can be frank with myself this way, I will have less regrets. AT the end of the day, all of us women just want to be happy and settled, whether with a spouse, a pet, a plant or whatever else we fancy.
So, will I be taking back my opinion on that post? No siree. Will I be releasing an album soon? Uh, you better ask me that when I have settled myself properly. I honestly craved writing and with so many balls up in the air right now, I just wanted to unwind, test my grammar and typing speed, and tell all of you that I need a new computer so if anyone wants to swing some help my way, ahem, with a gift because my birthday is soon, please do. Also, remember to tell more friends that I need a mic and premium lifetime subscription to all the software needed to make a homestudio succeed. If anyone can volunteer to help me learn to play a guitar and buy me one too, that will be massively helpful. Also, a great salary would be amazing... It takes a village to make an album and sell it. Let's go people! :D
In my defense, Miley is back with Flowers, and the Jonas Bros are all back together. Who knows who is coming back next? Also, it is almost Ramadhan again, and my fingers hurt from this typing because I have not done this in a long time.I will be updating my other blogs soon, so keep your eyes peeled.
Mucho besos,
Me!
